THE FAMILY, THE MUTILATION OF THE HUMAN SELF AND THE HUMAN CRUCIFIXION.
Quincho began his studies in Psychiatry in his crazy home of Joaquin Costa 42-1-izq. in Pontevedra, Spain. they almost did him in!
The FAMILY at its intangible psychospiritual level is the NEST where the HUMAN SELF IS FORMED. OR -IT SHOULD BE!
SINCE THE SEPARATION MAN HAS CHANGED ALL THAT CONVERTING IT INTO A PLACE WHERE HIS FUTURE SUBDITS ARE TRAINED TO MOLD A HUMAN SELF TO HIS IMAGE AND LIKENESS. WITH CATASTROPHIC CONSEQUENCES -BECAUSE MEN ARE NOT INTERESTED IN OTHER THAN MATERIALISTIC «POWER» -TO EMULATE «god» HERE ON EARHT, -TO THE TOTAL NEGLECT OF THE CARE AND MAINTENANCE OF THE SELF WHICH THRIVES WITH THAT KEY TYPE OF AUTOPLASTIC INFORMATION WE CALL «LOVE» -THE EQUIVALENT TO THE SELF OF THE NUCLEAR FORCE THAT HOLDS THE ELEMENTS OF THE HYDROGEN ATOMS TOGETHER. ERGO, THE MALE-PROSCRIBED LACK OF LOVE IN THE FORMATION OF THE SELF IS THE MAIN FACTOR IN THE MUTILATION OF THE SELF!!
HIS, IS A WORLD OF ‘ASPIRING TO BE THE NUMBER ONE, THE AUTOCRAT-god -NOT A WORLD OF LOVE AND ADVANCEMENT OF THE SELF, OF THE HUMAN BEING. UNDER HIS RULE THE INCARNATION WOULD BE PERPETUATED FOREVER AND EVER. Under his aegis, we spend more on maintaining our cars than our human selves, which as subject to the law of entropy need plenty of positive mirroring from other selves to keep entropy levels reasonably low!
THIS NON-VIABLE SITUATION HAS TO STOP -OR WE SELF-DESTROY AS A SPECIES.
YES, BUT HOW?
I DON’T KNOW!
MEN DID NOT LIKE WHEN THE CHRIST SAID IT HIS WAY…
IN FACT, WE CRUCIFIED HIM!
BEFORE GLORIFYING HIM
WHAT A BARBARITY!!!
WARNINGS SUCH UKRANIE -OR THE FIRST AND SECOND WORLD WARS DO NOT SUFFICE? NO: ADD THE ISREALIS AND THE ARABAS…
WHILE CHILDREN PAY THE BILL FOR THAT ROTUND PSYCHOSPIRITUAL IGNORANCE.
-HUMANITY’S, CHILDREN, PAY A HEAVY BILL FOR THE GROSS DEFORMATION OF YOUR ‘SELF’, BROTHER, -AND THAT HAS BECOME «NORMAL».
-BECAUSE WOMEN HAVE FAILED TO OPPOSE MURDER-FOR-POWER HYPERMASCULINITY!!!
THE USA AND OTHER COUNTRIES ARE PROHIBITING ABORTION BY LAW. NICE! BUT ABORTION OF THE SELF CONTINUES ALL OVER THE PLACE, BECAUSE OF SELF-IGNORANCE AND CONSEQUENT LOUSY CLASS OF PARENHOOD. IT IS THE HUNGRY NEED «FOR SOMEBODY» AND SEX THAT DIRECT WHO TO CHOOSE AS A SPOUSE, NOT THE WISDOM OF SELF-KNOWLEDGE…AND MUCH LESS LOVE WHICH WE HAVE TRANSMUTED INTO ILLUSION…
AGAIN, IT IS OUR CHILDREN WHO PAY THE BILL…WITH DIVORCES THAT TORTURE THEIR LITTLE (BUT PURER) HEARTS!!
NO, THE BODY IS NOT -THE ONLY THING THAT WE CAN MUTILATE!!
WE SELF-MUTILATE EACH OTHER WITH GUSTO BECAUSE OF OUR PYSCHOSPIRITUAL MORONISM THAT SUITS THE LIFESTYLE OF THE MACHO OF THE SPECIES AND HIS CRIPPLED VERSION OF god-LIKE AMBITIONS!!
TALKING ABOUT THE BODY. MEN HAD BIGGER STRONGER BODIES THAN FEMALES. THEY NEEDED THEM TO HUNT AND «GUARD DE CAVE» -AND THAT MIGHT HAVE PLAYED A ROLE IN FUTURE NARCISSISM. NEVERTHELESS, I HAVE LITTLE DOUBT THAT, IF THAT IS THE CASE, WE DEVIATED FROM THE PROPER DEVELOPMENT OF THE SELF TOWARDS BATTLE AND ACHIEVEMENT OF SUPREMACY OVER EACH OTHER, AT ALL COSTS…, YES, FIERCENESS, NOT ‘SOFT’ EMOTIONS, HAVE PERHAS BEING FUNDAMENTAL IN GUARDING THE CAVE!! -NOT SO AT HOME AND IN THE CORRIDORS OF POWER AND BOARDROOMS…
JUST LOOK AT THE POLITICAL FIGHTS ALL OVER THE PLACE, USA IN PARTICULAR…
IN THAT DEVIATION, THE CHALLENGE TO THE SUPREME BEING FOLLOWED AND STAYED IN ALL RANGES OF LIFE, MILITARY AND POLITICA INCLUDED,…AND STAYED (WITH REMARKABLE DIFFERENCES) IN THE WHITE HOUSE AS WELL AS IN THE KREMLIN ETC…
AND THAT IS A BIG PROBLEM!!
TO SAY NOTHING OF HIS DYSFUNCTIONAL EMOTIONAL MUTISM, THANKS TO WHICH KIDS LEARN LITTLE ABOUT SPIRITUALITY -BECAUSE MAN TOLERATES NO SUPERIOR ABOVE HIM !!
THE LACK OF NOTION OF SELF, WHAT WE ARE, AND ITS BRUTAL MUTILATION IN CHILDHOOD PERMIT THE CREATION OF AUTHENTIC FRATRICIDAL SOCIETIES. WHERE MEN WISH MOTHER’S CHILDREN ARE CONSCRIPTED TO BATTLE TO BUTTRESS MAN’S EGOES. MANY NEVER RETURN HOME -OR RETURN WITH THEIR BODIES MUTILATED.
-UNDER THE UMBRELLA OF WHATEVER IDEOLOGY, WAR HAS BEEN A BLOODY CURSE FOR THE HUMAN RACE.
A MUTILATED SELF IS, IN SPIRITUAL TERMS, A ‘CRUCIFIED’ SELF. CLINICALLY, IT IS A HEAVILY SUFFERING SELF; THE CURSE OF BEING HUMAN…
AND A TORTURED, SUFFERING SELF IN CLINICAL TERMS…A DENIED, SUPRESED PAIN WHICH WE NEED TO RESORT TO «CURE» WITH PSYCHOTROPICS WHICH THE ONLY THING THEY DO IS TO (- NECESSARY QUE LO UNICO QUE HACEN ES CUBRIR EL SYMPTOMA CON LA CONCLUSION DE QUE LA CAUSA JAMAS SALE A LA LUZ: LA EXISTENCIA DE UN BATTERED EMOTIONAL SELF PARTICULARMENTE IN THE MALE OF THE SPECIES…
WE CONDEMN THE CHILD TO BECOME A CHRIST-LIKE FIGURE OF IMMENSE SUFFERING THAT HYPERMASCULINE CULTURES DO NOT RECOGNIZE; BECAUSE THE CRUCIFIER IS THE MAN HIMSELF…
THEN WE TREAT THE SYMPTOMS WITH MEDICATION BUT FAIL TO RECOGNIZE THE CAUSE. BECAUSE THE CAUSE OF THE IMMENSE PAIN TO WHICH WE ARE CONDEMNED BY THE HYPERMASCULINE SELF IS IN HIS VIEW INDIGNE OF MANHOOD. BU SUITED FOR WOMEN.
IT IS THAT MUTILATION THAT GENERATES INCREDIBLE AMOUNTS OF ANGER. PRIMAL ANGER, IS A MURDEROUS TYPE OF ANGER THAT THE CHILD HAS TO SUPPRESS AT ALL COSTS. WITH THE CONSEQUENCE THAT HUMANITY IS FULL OF IT EXPLODING ONCE IN A WHILE IN ITS NEFAST «WARS» AND OTHER TYPES OF FRATICIDE…WITH OBNOXIOUS REGULARITY…THEY NEVER CEASED AND THEY NEVER WILL UNLESS THE «POWER» OF THE MALE MIND RULE IS, ONE DAY, ELIMINATED. I WILL DEAL WITH THAT TYPE OF EXPLOSIVE ANIMAL-LIKE TYPE OF ANGER IN THE NEXT BLOG ON «PRIMAL ANGER» (ALSO CALLED «‘ANACLITIC ANGER» THE ANGER GENERATED BY THE MUTILATION OF THE SELF).
BUT IN THE MEANWHILE, IT IS READY TO WATCH IN THE SLAUGHTER OF THE DAILY NEWS -WARS AND SERIAL KILLINGS IN …-PARTICULARLY, AT THE MOMENT, IN UKRAINE AND THE USA –THE COUNTRY THAT OFFERS MORE FREEDOM OF THE SELF BUT INSUFFICIENT LEVELS OF SANITY…THUS THE SLAUGHTER…
HISTORY IS FULL OF THEM. I JUST WILL MENTION A FEW AT THE END OF THIS BLOG’S ENTRY AS A ‘GRAND FINALE’.
THE SELF, THE «ME», FORMS DURING THE INTERCHANGE OF INFORMATION BEGINNING WITH THE MOTHER -AND THIS IS WHAT I SHALL EXPLAIN HERE BECAUSE IN MALE PSYCHIATRY -THE SELF BETTER NOT EXIST. HIS, IS SO CORRUPT THAT IT HAS BECOME «FORBIDDEN KNOWLEDGE». (DUTIFULLY, THERE IS NO OTHER FORM OF PSYCHIATRY ON THE FEMALE, -MOTHER’S SIDE).
Quincho’s deep Existential Depression is easy to notice in the picture at age three. After his father had been incarcerated by the Spanish-Hypermacho-(‘chulo’)-fascists and sentenced to be executed by firing squad under phony, fabricated charges -like everybody else. Because the ultimate DEARING in the macho world -BE IT FRANCO’S OR PUTIN’S is to «dare to kill» cold-blooded someone else -usually for a macho «Cause».
He lost his home, a great part of his SELF that never developed because of a lack of parental-maternal and family love input -during the formative years of his childhood. BUT, GROSSLY, MALE PSYCHIATRY, DOES NOT CONSIDER SUCH CRUCIAL QUASI-CRIMINAL form of ‘PARTIAL INFANTICIDE’ -A CRIME. NO! – BECAUSE IT NOT ABOUT THE BODY!
THE SELF IS NOT A TANGIBLE «THING» TO BE TAKEN INTO ACCOUNT -because selves are not «things» and the mind of man is full of ‘things’ -like bombs and hypersonic missiles and MONEY, OF COURSE MONEY to buy more and better weapons. ALL THAT -FOR HIM- HAS «VALUE» AND THEN HE WONDERS WHY THERE ARE SO MANY SUICIDES -SOME AT A YOUNG AGE.
«IT IS THE MIND STUPID» -LACK OF MEANING; OF SELF-KNOWLEDGE, AUTOPASTIC INTELLIGENCE -NOT JUST WHAT YOU HOARD TO THE BILLIONS IF YOU CAN!!
HE IGNORES THAT THE SELF IS FORMED IN THE INTERACTION (INTERCHANGE OF AUTOPLASTIC INFORMATION) WITH OTHER SELVES -HE RATHER INTERCHANGES BULLETS, LIKE IN UKRAINE…» TO BE A REAL MAN». -THE REST IS FOR WOMEN AND SISSIES. AND -SHE TOLERATES IT -INSTEAD OF STANDING UP FOR HER CHILDREN. -HE, ‘her man’ COMES FIRST!!
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THEREFORE, QUINCHO had to fight to preserve what was left of his own self…(ALTHOUGH AT THAT TIME HE WAS NOT AWARE IT HAD BEEN BROKEN) -BECAUSE WITHOUT THE FEEDBACK (NON-REPETITIVE REDUNDANCY TO THE LOVABILITY PRINCIPLE» «YES…I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE LOVABLE» ) OF OTHER SELVES; IN PARTICULAR THROUGH THE PIECE OF SENTIENT INFORMATION WE CALL ‘LOVE’, -THE SELF, AN INFORMATIONAL-SENTIENT ENTITY DOES NOT FORM!!
IN FACT, IN THIS EXISTENCE, I RECEIVED MORE LOVE FROM MY «DOGS» (OFTEN «HYBRIDS», AROUND 75 % GREY WOLF) AND MY CAT «TOTO» -A ‘MAINE COON’ FROM NEW ENGLAND- AND «EL BRON» THE SEMI-STARVED CAT OF MY CHILDHOOD, THAN FROM MANY OTHER «HUMAN BEINGS» ON EARTH…-INCLUDING MY HYPEROGLROFIED «FAMILY.» WHICH, LIKE ALMOST EVERYTHING ELSE, MACHO-MAN-RULED, EXISTS TO GLORIFY THE PATRIARCH -IF THE NATION IS NOT TOO BUSY ENGAGED ON THIS OR THAT WAR…
NOT TO LOVE THE KIDS WHOSE SELF ARE UNDER FORMATION, MEANS THAT THEIR HUMANENESS IS ABORTED AT A VERY EARLY AGE...BUT MEN ARE NOT INTERESTED IN THOSE NICETIES… «POWER» OVER OTHERS -OR WHATEVER CONSUMES THEM…
SO WHAT??
WELL, WITH A BROKEN, MUTILATED SELF YOU HAVE JUST LOST «THE RIGHT TO BE RIGHT». MY MATERNAL GRANDFATHER, PROMISED THE KID ONE «PESETA» (SPANISH CURRENCY OF THAT TIME) EACH SUNDAY -BUT DERIVED A SADISTIC ENJOYMENT OF SEEING THE KID DANCINC-BEGGING- AROUND HIS PATRIARCHAL CHAIR -WHILE HE PRETENDED HE DID NOT NOTICE HIM UNTIL SWALLOWING -AND DEFORMING THE PRIDE OF HIS DEVELOPING SELF HE WOULD BEG: «GRANDPA, WOULD YOU GIVE ME THE PESETA?» (BECAUSE WITHOUT IT, IT WOULD BE A SORT OF ‘DEAD SUNDAY’).
TOYS he had few because he could not afford them…but WHAT WOULD YOU EXPECT FROM a Great Spiritual Patriarch so incorruptible, who would not buy a pair of cheap sandals for his wife until she cried begging for them…-then and only then- he would YIELD AND ENJOY consoling his crying wife and WOULD buy her a pair of cheap sandals…
BESIDES, MY MOTHER THOUGHT OF «PLAYING» AS A SORT OF VICE THAT WOULD MAKE «BAD KIDS» OUT OF US. SHE VISIBLY HATED TO SEE US ENJOYING BECAUSE WE WERE SUPPOSED TO EXIST TO ACCOMPANY HER IN HER ETERNAL SUFFERING… -A HIGHLY RATED TRAIT IN THE FAMILY WHO USED TO REPEAT SENSESLY «GOD BLESS SUFFERING» -YES, GRANDPA, TRUE FOR THE TYPE OF CHRIST-LIKE SUFFERING! NOT YOUR MASOQUISTIC GAMES…AND YOUR CHILDREN SWALLOWED ALL THAT CRAP AND GLORIFIED YOU BECAUSE OF THE «PRINCIPLE OF PARENTAL DEIFICATION» (DR, JOAQUIN SOUSA-POZA. INTERNATIONAL JOURNAL OF PSYCHOTHERAPY VOLUME NUMBER 2. JULY 2005)
OH YES, BUT THAT WAS, LIKE ALL OTHERS, A VERY HONORABLE FAMILY IN THE CITY OF PONTEVEDRA WHERE EVERY FAMILY AFFAIR WAS A COVER-UP BECAUSE THAT TYPE OF DIRT WAS TOO ABUNDANT BUT THE ‘HONOR OF THE FAMILY’ -TO COVER UP FOR THE DISHONOR OF THE ‘GREAT PATRIARCH’ AND HIS CONCUBINE WOULD COME WELL ABOVE THE WELL BEING OF THE INNOCENT KIDS…LIKE EVERYWHERE ELSE IN THE WORLD OF MANHOOD, THE DISHONORABLE PATRIARCHAL ‘HONOR’ WAS EARNED AT THE EXPENSE OF THE LIVES OF THE CHILDREN BECAUSE THEIR MOTHERS WOULD NOT STAND UP AND DEFEND THEM…!!
OH YES!! WHAT A GREAT FAMILY MAKING UP TO ELEVEN KIDS…BECAUSE, AS HE SAID: «WHERE I PUT MY PANTS A KID IS BORN!»
AMEN, GRANDPA!
MANHOOD ABOVE ALL??
IT WAS ALL ABOUT YOU!-ME-I-AND-MYSELF BECAUSE YOU HAD NOT HAD A SEMI-DECENT INFANCY FROM ANOTHER «GREAT-LOVING FAMILY». THE NASTIEST KARMIC CHAIN OF EVENT-REACTION IN THE UNIVERSE?
BECAUSE THE WORLD WOULD NOT BE THE BLOOD-BATH OF MISSERY IT IS WITH SANE, LOVING FAMILIES DEVOTED TO THEIR KIDS, NOT THEIR HYPER-ILLUSTRIOUS PATRIARCHS. WHAT A CRUEL JOKE!!!!!
BUT MACHO MAN IS NOT INTERESTED IN THAT TYPE OF VALUE. Because «TO BE A MAN HE CANNOT NEED»-although he needs the constant attention of a lady to make up for his mutilated self…
LIAR??!!
NONE OF THIS WAS OF ANY NOTICE -OR CONCERN- TO THE HYPERMASCULINE SPANISH «SELF» KILLING EACH OTHER TO DECIDE WHO WAS «TOP DOG» IN THE FRATICIDAL, MORONIC, SPANISH «CIVIL WAR», ANOTHER ‘SPECIAL MILITARY OPERATION?.’
FOR WHICH THERE WAS NO ACCOUNT GIVEN, SINCE NOT TO HURT THE MASCULINE EGO AND THE «SPANISH HONOR OF THE SELF» IT WAS SETTLED WITH THE SO-CALLED: «THE PACT OF FORGIVING»
AND THE HISTORICAL PAGE OF FRATRICIDAL BLOODSHED WAS THUS TURNED INTO A «REPUBLIC».
OF COURSE, NOTHING WAS LEARNED, AND THE ATAVIC HYPER MACHO SPANISH SELF WILL EXPLODE AGAIN.
HOW I DON’T KNOW! BUT IT IS A MATTER OF TIME… YOU CANNOT CHEAT KARMA…
AS ‘JOAQUIN’ HE DID A BACCALAUREAT ON SCHOLARSHIP FOLLOWED BY A LICENTIATE IN MEDICINE (DOCTORATES AT THE UNIVERSITY OF SANTIAGO DE COMPOSTELA,-YES, LA DEL «CAMINO» WERE A JOKE. -BECAUSE, CONTRARY TO CANADA L IN SPAIN, INTELLIGENCE WAS INHERITED NOT GENETICALLY BUT MOSTLY VIA DE FAMILY NAME) -THOUGH LATER ON HE DID OBTAIN ONE «OF MEDICAL SCIENCES» FROM THE STATE UNIVERSITY OF NEW YORK AT BROOKLYN ON SCHOLARSHIP FROM THE «FOUNDATIONS FUND FOR RESEARCH IN PSYCHIATRY» FROM NEW HEAVEN, CONNETICUT. USA.) .
BUT HIS BROKEN, MUTILATED SELF FOLLOWED HIM LIKE HIS OWN SHADOW…,
HE FELT INSUFFICIENT -ERGO ANXIOUS IN MOST LIFE SITUATIONS…AND KNEW HE HAD NO «BACKUP» IF HE HAPPENED TO FAIL (…MORE ANXIETY)
HE FELT AFRAID NOT TO BE «LIKE THE SMART KIDS» HE KNEW -ERGO OFTEN DEPRESSED. IN GREAT PART BECAUSE AT THE UNIVERSITY OF SANTIAGO WHAT WAS DEMANDED WAS ROT-LEARNING TO BE ABLE TO LITERALLY REGURGITATE THE NOTES TAKING FROM WHAT THE «PROFESSORS» SAID IN CLASS….VERY STIMULATING -NO…?
IN SPAIN MONEY WAS CLASS. AS HE HAD ONLY ENOUGH FOR SURVIVAL, HE COULD NOT «JOIN THE COOLS» -THOUGH SOMEHOW THEY DID APPRECIATE HIM. -ERGO «SECOND CLASS»…
ETC.
ETC.
HE SUFFERED. PERIOD. AND HAD DECIDED AT AN EARLY STAGE IN LIFE TO LEAVE SPAIN FOR CANADA -HOW? HE HAD NO CLUE…
MACHO MAN -SPANISH VERSION, WAS -NOT INTERESTED IN FORMING HUMAN BEINGS. LIKE MANY OTHER COUNTRIES, JUST SUBDITS AND FOLLOWERS…
AND SOLDIERS TO ENHANCE HIS MACHO GODSHIP. LIKE GENERALISSIMO FRANCO.
AFTER FOLLOWING THE LETTER FROM THE FOUR-YEAR MCGILL UNIVERSITY DIPLOMA COURSE IN PSYCHIATRY, HE FINDS OUT THAT MALE PSYCHIATRY IS STILL A BIGGER FARCE THAN MALE SOCIETY -NO INTEREST WHATSOEVER IN THE SELF, IN WHO ON EARTH ARE WE? WHERE DO WE COME FROM? WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE? AND… WHAT IS NEXT? OOH NO! JUST HOW THE BRAIN WORKS AND SEMI-DEIFICATION OF PSYCHOANALYSIS (WHICH, AMON MANY OTHER THERAPIES, PRIMAL INCLUDED, JOAQUIN UNDERWENT).
AN UNTREATED PSYCHIATRIST WHO BELIEVES HIMSELF HEALTHY ENOUGH TO PRACTICE PSYCHOTHERAPY AND THE SOCIETY THAT ACCEPTS THAT ARE NOT VERY SANE INDEED!!
Thus, he set himself -with money borrowed from the Bank of Nova Scotia in Montreal, to undergo all possible psychotherapeutic treatments. From Classic Psychoanalysis to Primal Therapy in Los Angeles, with Arthur Janov -AND OTHERS IN BETWEEN.
ALL OF THEM!! BECAUSE THEY ALL, MALE CREATIONS LEFT MUCH TO BE DESIRED ON THE FEELINGS-EMOTIONS SISE…
SO QUINCHO CREATED AND PUBLISHED HIS OWN FINDINGS IN THE INTERNATIONAL JOURNAL OF PSYCHOTHERAPY…
NO TAKERS! THE MALE PSYCHIATRIC SYSTEM WAS NOT READY TO ACCEPT SOMETHING RELATED TO INFORMATION -JUST MATTER, THE BRAIN, ONLY WILL DO MY FRIEND…
NOTHING TO DO WITH FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS, PLEASE, WE ARE MEN WHO KNOW «HOW TO BITE THE BULLET».
And as a Licentiate in Medicine and Surgery. University of Santiago de Compostela. Spain.
Doctor of Medical Science. State University of New York. (DMC).
Professeur Agree de Psiquiatrie. Universite de Sherbrooke a Quebec-Canada
«Fellow» Royal College of Physicians and Surgeons of Canada.
Last Presentation (‘Ponencia’): «The Abortion of the Human Self»
Faculty of Philosophy University of Santiago de Compostela. Spain.31 October 2019
-ON THE LEFT «QUINCHO» HOLDS ONTO ‘HIS’ MAPLE LEAF. -THE ONLY THING ‘ALIVE’ IN HIS LIFE -SOON A LIFE OF SPANISH FASCISM- THAT THE HYPERMASCULINE MEN -IN ITS FASCIST VERSION- SENTENCED HIS FATHER TO BE EXECUTED BY FIRING SQUAD -WHEN HE WAS ONLY THREE YEARS OLD. IT WAS LATER COMMUTED TO LIFE ETC., BUT HIS HOME WAS BROKEN AND HIS MOTHER WAS ALMOST DRIVEN OUT OF HER SANITY. HE AND HIS NEARLY TWO YEARS OLDER BROTHER WERE MADE «HOMELESS.» -FOR ALL DEVELOPMENTAL PURPOSES. WHEN HER MOTHER MOVED TO LIVE WITH TWO SPINSTERS…
HE GAVE A LECTURE ENTITLED «THE ABORTION OF THE HUMAN SELF» IN MY NATAL CITY OF PONTEVEDRA -PREVIOUSLY PRESENTED AT HIS ALAMA MATTER; THE UNIVERSITY? OF SANTIAGO DE COMPOSTELA.)
WHEN GIVEN AT THE UNIVERSITY OF SANTIAGO DE COMPOSTELA (HIS ALMA MATER) IT CONSIDERABLY IRKED «PROF CANCIO» FROM SOCIOLOGY, (AND CHIEF NUDIST OF THE GALICIAN REGION -AFTER AN ILLUSTRIOUS AUTO-PRESENTATION OF HIS OWN, PERSONAL MERITS AND ACQUAINTANCES…):
«HOW DO YOU DARE TO OFFER SUCH A PRESENTATION AT A EUROPEAN UNIVERSITY» […COMING FROM THE ADMIRABLE COUNTRY OF CANADA!]
AMEN?
EXISTENCE
MEN HAVE EYES TO SEE THINGS AND MANIPULATE THEM.
EXISTENCE IS A TOO SUBTIL FIBER FOR THEM TO NOTICE…
AND THE SELF IS TABOO BECAUSE HE IS COMPLETELY CORRUPTED SINCE THE SEPARATION FROM THE DIVINITY!
IN HIS PRIMITIVE WORLD OF «THINGS» AND «BILLIONAIRES», IF YOU THINK YOU «ARE» A COMPLETE HUMAN BEING YOU SHOULD THINK TWICE!
AN ‘DON’T TOUCH’ ISSUE…BECAUSE THE LIE OF THE Great Masculine Self has to prevail at all costs…
«THE STORY OF QUINCHO»
Pitty, that the cost of that bill has to be paid by Quincho and all the other kids of this world…with their own existences, surrendering their (both masculine and feminine selves to the Great Masculine Macho Lie of the World.
MY OFFICIAL NAME IS SUPPOSED TO BE «JOAQUIN»
BUT AS I SHALL EXPLAIN HERE, NEVER REACHED THAT FAR.
MY NAME WAS, PRIVATELY, «QUINCHO». I HAD A VERY INTELLIGENT UNCLE THAT, AS A TOT HE COULD NOT QUITE PRONOUNCE «JOAQUIN» AND HS GIBERIHS SOUNDED MORE LIKE «QUINCHO» SO HE BECAME MY «UNCLE QUINCHO». HE WAS A VERY BRIGHT LAWYER WITH A PENCHANT FOR POLITICS IN THE SPANISH REPUBLIC. HE HAD BEEN GOVERNOR OF THE GALICIAN PROVINCE OF ‘OURENSE’ (WHERE THE FAMILY OF FIDEL CASTRO ORIGINATED) AND «DIPUTADO A CORTES.»
THE FASCIST WON THE GORY-HYPERMASCULINE-MORONIC SPANISH CIVIL WAR. DEMOCRACY WAS BRUTALLY SUPPRESSED AND THE SPANISH ‘ULTRA-CHULO’ (COCKY) SELF CAME INTO POWER IN THE FORM OF FASCISM -OF WHICH GENERAL‘ISSIMO’ FRANCISCO FRANCO WAS ERECTED, DICTATOR- THE ARCHETYPE OF THE SPANISH MACHO-SELF- HE FELL SHORT OF DECLARING HIMSELF AS «GOD IN PERSON» (WITH THE CONSENT OF THE SPANISH CATHOLIC CHURCH, HE USED TO MARCH UNDER ‘PALIO’) -HE HAD TO SETTLE FOR «GENERALISSIMO»
LIKE ALL CHULOS HE GOT THERE BY DARING. IF YOU DARE THIS X I WILL DARE X TIMES XX MULTIPLIED TIMES 10. ETC
AS A BASIC «I DARE YOU» HE ASTONISHED AND PUT ON NOTICE HIS COMPETITORS AT THE VERY BEGINNING, BY SENTENCING TO DEATH AND EXECUTING ANOTHER GENERAL ON THE REPUBLICAN SIDE WHO HAD BEEN HIS COUSIN AND CHILDHOOD GAMES PALL.
RATHER THAN DARING HIM, THE UNENDING, PRODIGIOUS, SPANISH-STYLE, ASS-KISSING TO THE BIG WINNER BEGAN…HE ACHIEVED, IN SPAIN, SOME OF THE ATTRIBUTES OF THE DEITY!
THEY GOT THE MESSAGE OK…NOBODY DARED TO CHALLENGE HIM…AND DARING, LIKE BELONGING TO PUTIN AND HIS ATOMIC BOMBS IS THE KEY TO ASCENDING AND REMAINING IN THE STATUS OF THE CHULO MACHO-MAN.
THE TOOL: THE MOTTO: «IF YOU CAN KILL, I CAN KILL BETTER THAN YOU»
THEY WERE SHOCKED-ASTONISHED AT SUCH MUCH «SANGUE FROID»…
FRANCO WAS VERY LIKELY «ALEXITHYMIC»– THAT IS, HE HAD THE «ADVANTAGE» OF NOT BEING ABLE TO PROCESS FEELINGS. OTHERWISE, HE WOULD HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO BECOME SUCH AN UBER-ASSASIN -WITH SUCH FACILITY TO SIGN DEATH SENTENCES!
HE NEVER HAD TO MEET MY FATHER A MUCH LOWER RANK NAVY MAN BUT AN EXCEEDINGLY NOBLLER HUMAN BEING WITH A STRICT SENSE OF JUSTICE…THAT ALMOST COST HIM HIS LIFE…
WITH MY FATHER GONE, WITH A DEATH SENTENCE AROUND HIS NECK, MY ‘HOME’ COLLAPSED, SO DID MY FAMILY, MY MOTHER IN PARTICULAR -WHO BATTLED HARD TO ERASE THAT DEATH SENTENCE. AND I SURELY EXPERIENCED THE AGONY (ANXIETY) OF THE COLLAPSE, OF MY OWN NASCENT SELF… ALTHOUGH I NEVER DREW MUCH ATTENTION IN A CRAZYLY CORRUPT WORLD OF ADULTS, A VACUUM OF THE TYPE OF A ‘BLACK HOLE’ FORMED NOW AROUND MY MIND. AS IF I HAD BEEN LEFT OUT OF THE HUMAN RACE…A VERY DISSTRESFUL SITUATION…’ ALIVE BUT NOT TOTALLY. NOTHING OF CONCERN TO SPANISH-MACHO-MAN. PART OF ME FELT THE VACUUM OF MY NON-EXISTENCE
QUINCHOS´S SELF HAD BECOME THE EQUIVALENT OF WHAT I THINK PHYSICISTS CALL «A SINGULARITY» AN EVENT IN THE UNIVERSE WITH NO RELATION WHATSOEVER TO THE REST OF IT. I AM SURE THAT TO MAINTAIN WHATEVER WAS LEFT OF MY «SELF» STILL AT A FORMATION STAGE, WITHOUT A MOTHER, FATHER, OR FAMILY IN A SPANISH-FASCIST HOSTILE-CRIMNAL ENVIRONMENT WAS A FULL-TIME JOB THAT CONSUMED ALL THE ENERGIES I COULD MUSTER…
QUINCHO HAD ONLY ONE BROTHER, ALMOST TWO YEARS OLDER. AND HE SAW HIM PUTTING UP A HEROIC FIGHT AGAINST THE DISOLUTION OF HIS SELF BY LACK OF ATTENTION/LOVE. HE ABASCONCED HIMSELF IN THE HOUSE AND CEASED ALL CHILDHOOD ACTIVITIES. NO PLAY, NO GAMES… NOTHING. IT WAS EXTREMELY PAINFUL FOR HIM TO LIVE SUCH WANTOM DESTRUCTION ORIGINATING IN THE CHULO MAN OF THE SPANISH SPECIES!
FORTUNATELY ONE OF MY MATERNAL UNCLES HAD ESCAPED TO MEXICO SURE EXECUTION IN SPAIN AND ANOTHER LANDED IN NEW YORK. THE LATTER, DECIDED TO TAKE MY BROTHER UNDER HIS WING TO NEW YORK. IT WAS A SORT OF RESUSCITATION…AND WITH HIS HUMONGOUS WILLPOWER MY BROTHER BECAME A METALLURGICAL ENGINEER THERE -AND CREATED A VIABLE, BEAUTIFUL FAMILY OF CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN.
GOD BLESS YOU, BROTHER…
IT WAS A HORROR TO WITNESS WHAT THEY DID TO YOU. IT WAS DIFFICULT TO COMMUNICATE BECAUSE YOU HAD GREAT ALLOPLASTIC INTELLIGENCE WHEREAS QUINCHO EXCELLED IN THE AUTOPLASTIC FIELD…YOUR MASTERY OF MATHEMATICS WAS PURE WITCHCRAFT TO ME WHEREAS I COULD TELL WHAT A PERSON WAS GOING THROUGH BY JUST LOOKING AT THE EXPRESSION ON THEIR FACE AND EYES !!!
MY FAMILY HAD BEEN DISPOSED OF ALL ITS MEANS, WE LIVED NEAR POVERTY LEVELS. EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT MY ING. IN CHEMISTRY UNCLE WHO HAD ESCAPED TO MEXICO, WAS HELPING US THROUGH THE «BLACK BURSE» – HELPING ME ALSO A BIT WITH THE EXPENSES OF MY CAREER IN MEDICINE (QUINCHO DID ALL -SPANISH AND AMERICAN- STUDIES ON SCHOLARSHIPS). FOOD WAS RATIONED. HE HAD TO GO TO THE GROCERY STORE WITH HIS RATION COUPONS TO KEEP WHAT WAS LEFT OF THE FAMILY «POZA» IN PONTEVEDRA GOING…A PITIFUL SPECTACLE FOR A CHILD.
THE HYPERCHULO-MACHO CHARACTER OF THE SPANISH MALE SHOWED UP IN ALL ASPECTS OF LIFE DURING THOSE TIMES. LIKE IN TYING A POOR FELLOW TO A CAR AND DRAGGING HIM THROUGH A ROCKY COUNTRY ROAD -OR BRINGING THEM LIKE TREE TRUNKS TO A SAWMILL. ALL OF THAT IS, BY THE WAY, ALIVE AND WELL IN THE «NATIONAL FESTIVITY» OF BULLFIGHTING. IF YOU TAKE A LOOK AT THE HIGHLY RITUALIZED-STYLIZED NONVERBAL LANGUAGE OF THE «TOREADOR» (‘BULLFIGHTER’ -BUT IF YOU LOOK AT HISTORY, IT IS EASY TO KNOW THE BULL NEVER HAD A REAL CHANCE -BECAUSE THE NOBLE BEAST DID NOT KNOW HOW TO CHEAT!) YOU WILL GET AN IDEA OF THE HYPERMACHO SPANISH MALE SELF!!!
TWO CLOSE RELATIVES, ONE PHYSICIAN, LUISIN POZA PASTRANA, AND ONE LAWYER, ADRIO, WHO HAD BEEN GOVERNOR OF OURENSE AFTER MY UNCLE JOAQUIN HELD THE JOB, WERE ASSASSINATED BY FIRING SQUAD. THE FORMER, IN THE NEARBY MOUNTAIN OF «LA CAEIRA» (NOW HIGH CLASS NEIBOUGHOOD); CORROBORATING THE FACT THAT A CHULO SELF MAKES AN EASY ASSASSIN…
QUINCHO LIVED IN THE VOID OF AN OUTCAST, AT HOME AND IN THE STREET WHERE OTHER KIDS WOULD OFTEN APPROACH HIM ASKING: «ARE YOU A ‘RED‘ (ROJO)?» THE NAME IS RESERVED FOR ‘COMMUNISTS’…
NO!-I NEVER HAD MANY SYMPATHIES FOR THEIR PENCHANT AND THAT OF COMMUNISTS, TO «LEGISLATE GOODNESS» -LIKE THE SOCIALISTOIDS NOWADAYS DO IN SPAIN…
ALTHOUGH HE ALWAYS PASSED HIS EXAMS, HIS STUDIES WERE HARD BECAUSE, AS HE LATER WOULD DISCOVER, GIVEN THE ENORMOUS SURVIVAL STRUGGLE TO DEVELOP A SELF WITHOUT PARENTAL BACKUP, HE HAD DEVELOPED A SO-CALLED «ATTENTION DEFICIT DISORDER»…
ASIDE FROM THE LOW-RANKING (BY FRATRICIDAL STANDARDS) GENERALISSIMO FRANCISCO FRANCO, THERE WERE TWO MORE ‘GENERALISSIMOS’ (SUPER-UBER MACHOS) AT THAT TIME:
TRUJILLO OF THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC (WHO TOOK AFTER FRANCO, MOUNTED GUARD INCLUDED).
AND ChiangKai‐shek OF CHINA
HERE ARE SOME EXAMPLES OF HISTORICAL UBER FRATRICIDAL-‘CAINS’:
NUMBER ONE: MAO ZEDONG,
-UNDER THE IDEOLOGICAL UMBRELLA OF THE COMMUNIST ‘GREAT LEAP FORWARD’ (1958-1962 -ALL IN HIS DISTURBED MIND; FINISHED 45 MILLION OF LIVES. YES, WITH A NEAT IDEA ALL IN HIS ASASSIN-HIGHLY DISTURBED MENTAL SELF WITH SCANT -IF ANY EMOTIONAL SELF AND ZERO SPIRITUALITY.
NUMBER TWO: JOSEF STALIN
STARTING AROUND 1930 HE LET LOOSE THE GREAT PURGE OR «GREAT TERROR OF STALIN.
TOTAL COST OF TWENTY-THREE MILLION HUMAN BEINGS…
AND, ALTHOUGH THERE HAVE BEEN MANY DERANGED HUMAN SELVES OF SUCH CALIBER, I WILL FINISH HERE WITH THE UBER=CAIN OF;
ADOLF HITLER.
ADOLF, ‘TOOK CARE’ OF 17 MILLION PERSONS DURING THE SECOND WORLD WAR PLUS SIX MILLION HOMOSEXUALS AND GITANS THAT PERISHED IN CONCENTRATION CAMPS DURING THE HOLOCAUST.
A VIEW OF THE GENEROUS ARCHITECT OF THE SECOND WORLD WAR: (-NO MYSTERY; TAKEN FROM WIKIPEDIA)
WORLD WAR TWO was the DEADLIEST MILITARY CONFLICT IN HISTORY. An estimated total of 70–85 million people perished, or about 3% of the 2.3 billion (est.) people on Earth in 1940. Deaths directly caused by the war (including military and civilian fatalities) are estimated at 50–56 million, with an additional estimated 19–28 million deaths from war-related disease and famine. Civilian deaths totaled 50–55 million. Military deaths, from all causes, totaled 21–25 million, including deaths in captivity of about 5 million prisoners of war
CAN YOU DEAR READER BELIEVE THAT THIS TYPE OF PSYCHOPATHOLOGY, HAS NEVER LED, IN PSYCHIATRY -OR ELSEWHERE, TO A MASSIVE INVESTIGATION OF WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE BARBARIC-FRATICCIDAL MALE HUMAN SELF?
A TOO TOUCHY ISSUE TO OPEN UP EVEN IN 2023!
IS THE FOX STILL IN CHARGE OF THE CHICKENHOUSE??
YES, HE IS!!!
AND HE STILL WILL MURDER YOU IF YOU, IN WHATEVER WAY, ENDANGER THE CONTINUOUS ENHANCEMENT OF HIS VAST god-LIKE POWER GRAB…WHICH IS NEVER ENOUGH -SINCE HIS EGO IS INSATIABLE…
BECAUSE:
«TWO GODS IS A CROWD. IF THERE IS ONLY ONE GOD, IT IS ME!!!»
-Said, your friend, ‘Quincho’, the child, like many others suffering from a mutilated self!
Do you understand ‘humanity’ ?-or not yet?;
There has to be more cruelty and blood before the macho-of-the-species, descends from his fratricidal throne…?
NOW: FOR THE CASTRATION OF THE SELF TO STICK BETTER IN YOUR PRIMITIVE MIND, BROTHER, I HAVE COUPLED IT TO PHYSICAL CASTRATION -BECAUSE I KNOW, OUCH! THAT YOUR GROSS MIND UNDERSTANDS THAT WITHOUT DOUBT. WHEREAS THE SELF IS PURPOSELY BEYOND YOUR REACH:
FFARINELLI. IL CASTRATO.
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